Paranoia, misjudgement, jealousy, delusion, self-hatred, compulsion. Consider those things as inborn parts of yourself.
No, you have never felt like yourself before.
Youtube, good exhaustion, child Q, Nazanin Zaghari-Ratcliffe/Annosheh Ashoori
Wailing about the self-destructive waterlogged first month of the year, and learning how to escape it
I’m bloody tired
It feels awkward, suspicious to be someone of few opinions.
A fully alive, fully outstretched black person taking up as much space as they need is the most frightening black person, so be scary.
Reflections from aged 22 on the eve of 23.
It is just a feeling. But why do I do that with feelings? Feelings are not always thoughts, not always stories. They’re felt, sometimes that is all.